wasnt feeling very well these few days.
so ytd dint go to school.
today was better still so decided to go
but still feeling sicked all over me.

2 weeks more to my eoy.
the other time when i decided to strive hard was 2 months away ..
and now .. is only 2 weeks.
time really flies.
realised that time is really running out.
so ytd i sacrificed my 9pm tv prog to do my own revision.
spent 3 hours sth to prastise my maths.
went to bed around 1 sth.
actually decided to sleep at 12 but previously, in order to keep myself awake, i drank 3 cups of coffee.
coffee really works.
much too strong.
couldnt get to sleep .. so studied a while more till 1 sth then sleep.
at least now, i have a clearer view and understanding of the algebraic expression.
drawn a time-plan for myself.
throughout the 2weeks, no tv progs for me.
is that enough?

just now cm came over to my house to do her home econ project.
assisting one another in some ways.
then i accompany her to the mrt station.
went to buy another maths assessement.
yes .. so last minute.
thats what i always did in the past.
all i'll get is just a borderline.
within the 2 weeks, i have to finish the whole assessment.
bless me

tonight gonna burn mid-night oil again.
for my own good, i have to do it.
*sighh
coffee please

made this decision quite long ago.
and yesterday, im truly confirmed.
i shall not wait anymore.
be it you people believe anot? its up to you.
no point telling everyone about this and i know, you people still wont believe that i'll give up.
but thats the truth. made up my mind about months ago.
why i made such a decision is, sometimes i think, maybe being alone is all i need.
or maybe, my friends are forever my first choice. =)

recently got another friendship problem.
the same over and over again.
today, everything is resolved.
being humble is the way to solve it. no more cold war.
gave her letters and smses and ..
i was so happy to receive her msg this morning.
the kind of smile that only true friends can bring.
dear friend, i know you're sick, get well soon. =))
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