Calamities and disasters are inevitable so noone could be blamed but terrorism is the doings of human. So selfish.

This coming week:
Monday: Sports fest booth duty
Tuesday: Jap class test, LT publicity

I guess there's no need to mention those usuals such as tutorials and lab report, the one I hate the most.
And most importantly is to prepare for term tests.

Time really flies. It's getting to the end of 2008 but seems like we had only been to school for such a short time. It's already halfway through sem 2 and it won't be long till end of semester and year 1.
Somehow, I'm not looking forward to it. I only want to cherish the presence.
6:57 PM

and that's why I have nothing to say.

Except term-tests are coming.
Term test timetable is out!

Oh, yesterday's FC lecture was taught by a new lecturer who seems young. She practically just read word by word from the slides and went through 20 slides in 15 minutes. It's no passing of knowledge but just plain reading to us. The slides were not even done by her in the first place.
In that case, anyone could just stand infront to be the lecturer, click and read. Still very much prefer Petrina Lim's nagginess. Each and every word also must explain and dig up from past experiments. Hah.
6:37 PM

Omgzz. Ever since when I become so hooked up to the song.
Go ahead and laugh but the front part is super nice. After listening to so many versions, I still think Teresa Teng's is the best. She was such a great singer.
10:23 PM

Stupid day because I forgot to bring my file and that equals going to school for nothing.

I'm hungry again, oh dear.

[Edit]
Right, it's Thanksgiving day in America. Falls on the 4th Thursday of November. I'm thankful for such a great life I'm having now. (:
4:46 PM

7:29 PM

We've never encountered having practical session for full 3 hours except FC.

Just did my semestral survey and of course I did complain. Hah.
Remember to do the survey okay, at student portal. (:

Yayness. Busy week is coming to an end. But, term tests are reaching too. So practically have to wait till term break before we could have a good rest and enjoy the christmas season. One more month to christmas and my all-time favourite song to listen during christmas season is All I Want for Christmas is You by Mariah Carey!

I have no idea how to spend my christmas this year, though. (:
7:24 PM

Today is the start of blood donation drive and I witnessed the whole process while on duty. I really admire those who came forward to donate their blood. It requires courage as well as love. Blood makes me turn jelly but I doubt it would be as painful as I thought due to the anesthetic injection. Infact, it's the injection that hurts. Alright, I would donate my blood next year if I reach 45kg.

For school wise. Let's not talk about FC quiz. I would feel depressed. Haha.
Jap presentation went alright. For French, merely turned up to fail that paper. All the questions were very familiar but I had no idea what they mean. Seriously did not study a tiny winy bit of it. Hah, looks like the one to get the lowest marks would be none other than me.

Today is a ultra lethargic day, that I could even fell asleep during French paper. I think I need a nap badly, before doing tutorials and overdue assignments. Sigh.
Byeee.
5:50 PM

Jap presentation, FC quiz and French test... tomorrow!

On top of that, no breaks tomorrow due to BDD duties.

[Edit]
Time check: 10.50pm

I've just finished preparing for my Jap presentation. Final proposal and some sorting out. And now, I'm going to study for FC quiz. French is byebye.
Midnight oil, I guess.
(How could someone be so last minute man?)

Give me oil in my lamp, keep me burning burning burning
7:19 PM

Health Mapping today wasn't as tough as last week. So, what good thing happened? What we did was already a good thing. Hah. Got free umbrellas again and it was in time of need 'cos it was pouring heavily.

I have no idea what to do for FC. Too many blanks in lecture notes due to skipping of lectures. Should really kick away the habit. I need motivations!

<3

9:35 PM

SBG.
Morning. Collating attendance.


Where was I looking...
3 out of 7 weren't looking. Hah.


With Grace and Sok Theng.


This photo looks distorted here. Haha.




The cute pair of brothers!
Wei Jun and Song Jun.


Group photo marked the end of the event.


For more photos regarding SBG, visit ASC blog!

TP Rawks.
Nothing to do with the event. Basically just some random photos taken while having our break.
With Renuga.





9:27 PM

For the past one month, I've been devoting my Saturdays to ASC. It's either doing CIP or going for recce at Botanic Garden. I guess I can concentrate more on studies now.

Tomorrow is the last day of CIP - Health Mapping. However, it was found out to be non-compulsory. The whole class is practically not going except for 2 who didn't turn up last week. I've promised Dr Wati that I will go. It was so hard to reject. Afterall she's our CP and if only so few people turn up, it doesn't look good on her and our class. Just endure for another day!!! For all we know, something good might happen. =D

Schedule for the coming week:
Monday - CSAS lab report test, personal session with Mdm Ong, followup consultation at specialist
Tuesday - Jap presentation, French class test, FC quiz 1, 3 BDD duties
Wednesday - 1 BDD duty
Thursday - 1 BDD duty
Friday - free!

Now I've written it all out, I see how inundated it's gonna be on Monday and Tuesday. Not to even mention tutorials work and overdue lab note book..

Shan't waste any second of my life now. Instead of whining, let's get things done quick.
9:18 AM

It seems that section B is most likely gone for many. Hope MCQ could save me.

and i don't know what to say anymore..
5:44 PM

Reached school at 7 this morning and studied for BMIC 'cos parents been very busy nowadays so if I want to hitch a ride from them, I have to compromise with their timing.
And I can declare that I'm done with studying BMIC.

Oh right, I failed my BNF quiz 1. Except it wasn't as bad as I thought. I need my Maths to redeem myself and make me feel better!

From now on, no more skipping of lectures except FC!
5:25 PM

Love.
50% goes to fate and luck and another 50% goes to yourself.
Whether the one you like, will reciprocate your love, depends on luck.
Whether do both of u have the chance to be together, depends on fate.
But if solely depends on fate and luck, there is only 50% of winning.
For all u know, both of you might let the chance slips by if noone is aware.
Grab ur chance by being brave. Only when the other party knows, the chances will rise.
Confession is the word.
Even if failed, nothing slipped by. And nothing to regret anymore.
10:03 PM

So much to do on Tuesday night. FC lab report, notebook, assessments, FC and Maths tutorials and study for both FC and Maths tutorial quizzes.
And I went to school early in the morning, skipped BMIC to do my work.
Have not done my lab report. So dead.

I suddenly feel so stressed up. 2 CDS quizzes are coming soon. Not to even mention core subjects quizzes. Should have just taken only one CDS for this sem. Or at least, I should have taken something that's easier to cope with.
On the other hand, I'm glad that only year 1 is so stressful for our course. As we go higher, there are lesser subjects to handle. Great. I'm waiting.
8:42 PM

How to stop myself from dozing off?

And I thought everything's gonna be better after last week but it seems to get even busier for the next 2 weeks. Oh myyy.

I want to take a break!
9:00 PM

I was supposed to have Week 0 booth duty today after school but I've cleaned forgotten about it. The different duty rosters are confusing me, so I guess I'd better jot everything down.

Anyway, went for TP Rawks today. Job was very easy. Just had to lead the students to the venues at different timing and we could have an hour of break while waiting for them to come out.
Renuga, Amirah, Iva and me. First break we went to have lunch. Second, we played true or dare. Third, we played dare only.
Had lots of laughter and fun.

After our duties, I went TM to jalan jalan. I have no idea why my bag was so heavy today. This week, thanks to TP Rawks, there won't be any lab sessions!

Didn't go for French again. Ahh, I better pay attention in tomorrow's tutorial then.
6:26 PM

Exact same scene as I thought but wasn't that bad though. Just a little too hot. Doing the survey was the worst. So many questions and some were kinda sensitive.
People who got Health Mapping are just too unlucky. One day is already more hours than other classes and we had to do 2 days.
However, I won't deny that it was quite a learning experience for us today.

As promised, yesterday's SBG photos.

So cool, if you still remember what was taught in primary school. I saw this for the first time in real life.


"Brothers"



Rahimi. Ermm...


Blow-wind-blow!


5 dollars tree.


SDC photos. Currently can only put Terrence and Xyron.

That's Terrence! Aww he looked away.


And this is Xyron! Initially he was very afraid of strangers but became very active after some time. He would hi5 with whoever put a palm facing him. Smart boy. Twist is his trademark. Haha.

Did not look into cam.


Looked into cam.


CCN day!





(:

Pardon for the different sizes of photos 'cos some were grabbed from Jesscy.
6:43 PM

I would say this event is pretty screwed. Right from the start.
So many things happened.
No walkie talkies. Brought wrong batteries for loud hailer. Replacement of FA.
The whole programme flow was deviated.
The number of kids suddenly cut down by half.
The kids arrived late so we missed the time for ice-breakers. Plus all the unforeseen issues, we only had half an hour for both questionnaires and orchid garden guided tour each.
The kids didn't enjoy what they were doing. The weather was punishing.
On top of these, some of our students were very uncooperative.
Gangsters are so uncool, please.
BUT, let all of us learn from mistakes. We shall do a better job next time.

I guess the only time when they enjoyed themselves was during the mass-participant games. We actually didn't have to spend so much time cracking our brains for the games because they were entertained by playing among themselves. There was this group playing blow-wind-blow which got most of the officials laughing non-stop.
There was also a pair of brothers of age 5 and 7. They are seriously adorable. The younger brother is pretty shy and loves to read map. And he calls me jiejie. Hahaha!!
Students should feel bliss to be grouped with them.

After the event ended, like finally.. we went Lido Shaw House for lunch. So many nice upcoming movies! (And the Mcspicy at that outlet was exceptionally spicy.) There was around 13 of us. Most of them went home after that, left Sok Theng, Dennis, Eric and me. 4 of us again. Went exploring at Expo. Wanted to go Crocs fair but the crowd was so overwhelming that we would have to queue for a mininum of one hour before going in so we just walked around MPH and food fair.

Tomorrow is Health Mapping. Door-to-door health screening. BORING BORING BORING!!!
I would say SDC is still the best. It was fun, meaningful and able to learn something.

Tell you what, I'm experiencing problems with photobucket now. So I'll upload the photos tomorrow. I need to take a nap now.
7:55 PM

I think our class' booth is the prettiest of all. Haha.
I don't know how much we earned but we had lotsa fun anyway. My salary for selling kacang putih is the bear keychain. (:
It was really tough trying to sell our stuffs and most of the time, we ended up forcing/pleading them to buy or we exchanged. As in, we buy from their booth and vice versa.
Shall upload the photos next time when I get it.

Tomorrow is SBG trip. Gonna be a tiring day. Don't rain please.

It's a happy day! I'm off to find my semi-private blog. =D
6:05 PM

The reason lies in this song


Thanks to caca for the virus, huh?

Anyway, I've just started written-diary once again. It feels so nice to lie down on your bed and write one entry before you sleep. Despite having private and semi-private blogs, I still feel unsecure about pouring everything in it 'cos I generally think that internet is unsafe. Or maybe I am being paranoid again? Haha.
And I find it a must to write down everything in my heart otherwise I'll keep on thinking on that matter and losing concentrations.

Ooh, and it's time for bed now.
It's CCN tomorrow!
11:24 PM

Tomorrow is CCN day! We won't be having any lessons but unable to rest tonight 'cos we have to submit FC lab notebook by tomorrow morning. There's hell load to do. Sigh.

2 quizzes today. Managed to secure Maths but I guess it's doomed for my BNF. Seriously, damn whoever was the pig. People tend to focus more on one subject right? And my food science has always been very bad. Haha.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Initially I was pretty upset because my idea has been taken by our course seniors so we couldn't do that for CCN. (See, my idea is so popular and cost-saving. Haha!)
Apart from raising fund, I wanna have fun too! (:

Got to finish my flow chart asap. No more burning midnight oil and ended up sleeping in the next room. Hah.
5:52 PM

FC is the worst subject ever! Especially when it's practical. The workload is enough to kill me. I hate it.

Don't have much to say, I need to study for 2 quizzes. BYE.
6:40 PM

It's even faster than I thought.

Dreadful Tuesday is over. I'm thankful for that. Didn't go library for my long break incase I fell asleep again like usual so I went down to level 1 to study. Conducive enough but I still slept. Cooling weather as it was pouring outside. Then finally was French class.
French test is coming soon and I need lots of practices. It's getting more tedious and I'm going downhill. That's why lectures are important. I've been skipping for the past 2 weeks 'cos of the 5 hours break in between but I'll be going next Monday due to a mock listening test and perhaps hints hints! Hehe.

I still have to study for 2 quizzes on this coming Thursday. (Which pig is stressing us?)

Oh and by the way, I've thought of what to choose as CDS for next year! I want to go Beijing! Even though I have no idea why I would want to go there but I'm quite sure that I don't want to have lectures/tutorials for CDS anymore. Apart from that, I think it would be enriching except that I might have to bring a luggage of food there rather than risking myself to the Melamine-tainted products. Ha ha. How not to take caution after such a big issue, right?
Well, it's still early to talk about this. Hello better spend more time on constructive things than imagine these.

Just finished my FC lab report but I'm very unsatisfied with it. Unable to think anymore, it's time for me to turn in.
Goodnight!
11:29 PM

Hey darling, I'm sorry I have to give you a belated gift next time 'cos this week is really packed for me.
Enjoy your 17th birthday!
Loveeeee! (:
12:00 AM

Lessons straight with no breaks but of cause, we managed to catch a bite.
Dumbest thing was I actually thought today's lecture starts at 8am so I reached at 7.40am when it was still quite empty unlike the usual crowd. I was doing my BNF work till 8.05am but LT was still not opened. It was then I realised, lecture starts at 9am.
However, I didn't feel my time being squandered away and morning is really the best mood to study. Alright, I shall go school early in the morning to study from now on! Only bad thing is I would not be able to hitch a ride from dad anymore. But oh well., it's for myself.

Had BNF project meeting after school. Finally it was done. But it's still not the end of today 'cos there's still Jap presentation draft to be submitted tomorrow. Mondays are supposed to be a short day!
I hate Tuesday!
And Wedsnesday! Thursday!

And I have yet to study for my quizzes...

Maybe I should get my presentation draft done asap so I could have time to start studying for quizzes. Alright. Bye.

(Edit)
I checked out Eden School site.
http://www.edenschool.edu.sg/main/index.php
2 boys at the banner were one of those kids at SDC trip. They are pretty smart boys. I took a photo with them and they are still under pending. Hopefully I'll be able to upload them soon. (:
6:32 PM

Chilled at airport today. I wouldn't consider that studying even though I've got some of my stuffs done. Initially was at expo but it was so crowded because it's a Sunday! Plus there was a pets roadshow today. So cute.

This week gonna be the busiest.
Academic wise, 2 quizzes and I have yet to study for them. Japanese presentation draft, FC experiment results table, FC lab report. And not forgetting tutorials work.
For club, I'm having 2 duties and 2 briefings.
2 weeks later, there will be Blood Donation Drive and I'll be on duties again.
O . m . g . I'm afraid of blood.
And there are also some personal stuffs during this week.

Shall go study now. Make the best use of the time.
9:28 PM

SDC trip was super fun today! The 2 classes were so lucky to get this CIP. The autistic kids are simply kids that we are unable to comprehend. They would scream and run but still very lovable. Some guided tours and 3D movie - Fly me to the moon. All in all, today was a very enriching day. I believe both the students and officials had fun.









7:26 PM

I was so scared today! I'm someone who doesn't know how to comfort people verbally so I'll get flustered and lost when someone cries. I can only express my words of comfort and encouragement through words.
Anyway, Jesscy, be strong! There are many ups and downs in life and this is one of your challenges. I'm sure you will be able to overcome this as you are a responsible and mature child. You know how to save money, help to discipline your brother and care for your parents. Your parents love you so they wouldn't want to see you worry too much. Noone can afford to fall now so at this point of time, you have to be strong and think positively. You shall be the pillar of your family! I believe if all of you have faith, your dad will also have a more optimistic mind towards his conditon too. Everything will goes well!

Woke up this morning with my eye being only a size of a line. No kidding. But hey I had 9 hours of sleep last night leh! I thought by rubbing ice on it, would lessen the swell but horror of horrors! It became worse. Red and puffy. So bad that I didn't dare to look up even with my cap on. It got better for a few times but my itchy hand couldn't stop rubbing and triggering it again.

Today we were like some aunties in school. First, we went to school bookshop which is currently having 30% discount due to management-changing. Bought lotsa stuffs especially snacks. We even skipped BMIC lecture so instead of having lesson, we were sort of having picnic at concourse. I'm so not going to BMIC lectures anymore, period.

Next, we had cake-cutting session at level 1 and there was a buffet for I-don't-know-who. In any case, they were not meant for us but we still ended up eating the food there, of course after seeking permission. I felt so embarassed lah. Haha.

Oh and one thing, stop having crispy chicken from Flavours' Snack stall everyday! Yes, I've been eating it every single day ever since Pooja told me it's nice.
Supper unhealthy but it's seriously nice. =D

Had alot of meetings today happening at the same time. I was at the SBG one and I finally understand how a teacher feels when he/she is infront with students engaging in private conversation among themselves. It seriously makes you wanna scream at them. Especially when students who are trying to be funny by making comments but seriously, not funny lor.
Got to sleep early tonight as tomorrow is the SDC trip and we have to reach school at 7.15. I'm somehow excited because I've never interacted with autistic kids before.

Woo a long post.
Dinner time!
8:36 PM

Thing to note.,
Collect cake tomorrow! Collect cake tomorrow! Collect cake tomorrow!
Otherwise the class' cake-cutting session will be doomed. Or I'll get slaughtered by Pooja.

Dealing with microscope was getting better. I never knew searching for bacteria could be so fun. Other than that, BMIC is however, still a pretty boring subject.

One thing I've learned in BNF today.
A ridiculous lecturer would not bother if you doze off right infront of him/her but you just can't rest your feet at the empty seat infront of you.

Had BNF project meeting after school. I also never knew that it would be so tough. We spent the whole time figuring out the calculations.
Then watched Sham playing Hotel626. It's a horror action game which can only be played from time 6pm to 6am. Cool, huh?
Quite scary but I wasn't afraid 'cos the one playing wasn't me.

I'm super hungry now!

Collect cake tomorrow!
7:36 PM

WHAT A JOKE!

Anyway, school was still pretty boring but at least I didn't sleep during lectures 'cos of "Romeo".
Arghh shan't talk about Romeo anymore!!!
I'm gonna rant like hell later.

FC lab. Indeed was doing titration but wasn't that bad. I was disturbing Shinyee as usual. She's gonna be dead for every lab session.

Gonna study now.
7:02 PM

Incase you guys don't know what's with the MJ and spiderman.., it's supposed to be a secret!
I spent days and hours and I finally succeeded last night.
Admit, I'm brilliant. Ha ha ha.

School was downright boring today!
Tuesday shall be my officially most dreadful day.
Early in the morning was Japanese.
BNF then came FC.
3 hours till French then was Japanese again.
What I hate the most is the 3 hours break.

I'm alright with Jap now except lectures are really boring 'cos it's more of culture and places but I still enjoy laughing with Yanling. We never failed to laugh uncontrollably in the midst of lecture and it was always due to the people around us. Haha.

Tomorrow gonna have FC lab. Series of titration experiments again which I thought we'd already done so many times for PIPC.
And most importantly, quizzes 1 are coming!
Instead of using the break today to study, I was reading 8 Days again plus a nap in the library.
Got to manage my time well 'cos I'm losing my weekend this and next week.

Alright, Calefare!
8:01 PM

Well, I got back to see the specialist for the night slot after a nap. Waiting time was lesser than expected. Great.
Thought of studying while waiting but ended up digging for my favourite 8 Days magazines.
And I'm back home with a hungry stomach.

Been updating my semi-private blog almost everyday. Ask and it shall be given. First, create a livejournal account.

Arghh I need to study lah!

10:17 PM

The punishing weather really gets everyone on their nerves. Rain and sunshine one after another. And when the sun comes out, it's realllyyy warm.
I had already sweat alot just by walking from the opposite of school back to bus-stop. Still couldn't stop sweating inside the bus.

Anyway, I didn't manage to see the specialist today because I was an hour late thus all queue numbers had already been given out. Supposed to go down immediately after my lesson but hunger stopped me. And I'm still giving French a miss today.

I need a good sleep!
Going for some relaxation now. Mask time! Hehe.
Bye!
3:47 PM

Projects suck to the max!
I'd rather mug like hell and sit for exams than doing projects. Doing research for my Jap now. Presentation is on week 6 and that's around 3 more weeks to go. Deadline for draft is soon, though. However, I should be glad that I lucky-picked an easy topic.
Not forgetting I still have to practise my Jap conversation which I've totally screwed up last week 'cos I didn't expect myself to be so lucky and called up to the front. Ha ha ha.

I think I'm not going to French lecture tomorrow. Going to see specialist right after school.
Monday is the only free day for me now. Wait till I know when is the day I'll have peer-tutoring duty. Hope it wouldn't eat away my Monday. Hah.

Been pouring nowadays and I'm worried that it might rain during SBG trip. It's getting nearer to the monsoon season. WWP will definately not be as fun as the originally-planned, considering that it's an alternative incase it rains.

Most importantly, I super dislike rainy days.

Back to my mugging world!
3:04 PM

Just came back from the Halloween event. It was super fun man. Highlight was none other than haunted house. I thought I would be very screaming like what but Shinyee was the one who screamed non-stop throughout the whole journey.
Seriously, I've never heard anyone screaming my name till so pathetic. Shiping~~~ Where are you ~~~
Thanks for making me so famous among the ghosts,.. huh?
Hah.

I had my first scare before entering the house because I thought it was fake. 2 ushers went in with us as we had to walk separate ways.
I think human ghosts are so much better than fakes. Wasn't that scary. Or maybe because they are all schoolmates.

The sudden scares were what I was so afraid of.
As mentioned, Shinyee was literally screaming non-stop even when they weren't moving at all.
Other people would scream and run but she screamed and stood still. And I had to turn back and to pull her along. HA HA HA.

Overall, it was a very fun day.

End of fun!
Shall study tomorrow.
11:03 PM

Tiring. Had newspaper collection in the morning till 1.30pm. Did not manage to cover all the 12 blocks but collected damn loads of stuffs.
This tough one has finally ended!

I didn't age alot ever since I enter TP, did I?
Before, some say I look like 15 but recently people have been telling me that I don't look like 17. Rahimi says I look like 19!
Although I dislike to look younger than what I am, I even hate to look older lah.
Omgggg.
Only is better than already, okay. Haha.

Alright. Going to take a rest now!
2:54 PM