our dear ca knocked her head against her bed on christmas day.
that was hilarious.
whenever i think of it, couldnt stop laughing.
nothing much serious.
i wa comparing my christmas gifts for my friends on the bed then she was from another bed, put her gift for her hubby to compare with mine.
then she went "yay, mine is the nicest"
she jumped up, head kena and "ouch"
kay kiang-ness i shall say. haha.
still said i si bian tai.
and somone who was really damn stupid believed it.
go read mine and yunica's testi and you'll know what im talking about.

P.S
ca, dun be so kay kiang in the future le lahs~
cos that knock was really loud.
i know you're hollowed bone. tc.
xDD
3:56 PM

couldnt sleep last night.
lying on the bed thinking lotsa things.
all i want for christmas is going back to the past. when every smile was so true.
things aint the same now anymore.
ppl has been neglecting my trust in them.
listen, it doesnt matter if you hurt me in any way, just please please pleaseee dun lie to me. really.
cos i'll believe you.
if theres a need to lie, please lie a good one such that i'll never ever know the truth, never ever know that you're lying.
so many times, even though i know you're lying, i kept quiet.
thinking that there must be a reason behind it therefore i didnt prompt into it.
i've tried so many a times just to believe you for once last time.
even though i have a doubt in whatever you've said, i still force myself, tell myself.
"i believe you"
im only hoping that for that one last moment, you'd be truthful.
but you did not cherish my last trust, all that i've got is nothing but a lie again.
i duno if i can find back my trust in you once again.
i seriously doubt so.
please do not take my trust for you for granted.
when i believe you wholeheartedly, you lied to me continuously, thinking that its alright.
it really hurts.
truth might hurts but do you know, lie hurts much more than that.
i'd rather be hurt by truth than by lies.
at least i know in my heart, you did not lie to me.
my heart is like so dead now.
couldnt bring myself to be lied to again.
i give up.
if you happened to be reading this, dun ask me anything about this at all.
i have no wish to answer it. if you duno who im referring to, ask yourself.
have you ever lied to me?
and also a msg to all, do not lie.
i want friends whom i can trust, who dont lie to me and believe me.
its not too much to be ask for.
thats what TRUE friends are for.
whatever was the promise we've made on "no matter what, i'll believe you",
i shant keep that promise anymore.
although i really hate myself for breaking my own promise, but i dont wanna believe your lies.
pardon me for that.

i just realised lotsa things last night.
so i've decided to start my life afresh.
if my life in the past can be so happy and right, why cant i have the same feeling now?
just a choice on whether how the way we wanna live our life.
then i think of those happy times i used to have. those sweet moments.
and realised they were all given by my friends.
does it mean i'll be happier with friendships?
maybe it does.
so everthing shall be maintained as friendships.
i wanna change my life!
=)

thanks to those buddies whom i found to confide to last night and this morning.
i really felt better after saying out all those in my heart.
thanks for being such a nice listening ear to me.
i really appreciate loads.
2:57 PM

today went town and we were officially tired to bits.
went plaza sing first to spotlight but there didnt have what ca wanted.
so we went heartland mall then ca said she doesnt want already.
how mafan.
then went town.
thought we wanted a photo-taking spree but we were busy looking for the right gifts.
we had what we wanna buy in our mind but just couldnt find it which we like.
went wisma walk saw it but i tell you, it cost a bomb. then walked to takashimaya then lucky plaza, metro paragon blah blah blah. still did not have that we liked.
afterall, we still made our way back to wisma to get the gifts.
forget it, i've spent almost all my money.
hope you guys like the gifts =)
cos i really really love the gifts.
ahahahs.
i was like looking at it non-stop. lol.
12:34 AM

ytd was forced to sleep so early at the time of 2.30am.
ca's dad was so strict can.
i was smsing on the bed.
then listening to mp3.
wonder how am i going to survive for the remaining hmm 6 days?
FUCK!
anyone can just sms or call me.
i'll be more than happy to entertain you =)
guess my parents have reached their destination.
they took the 6pm flight and should reached around ytd mid-night.
have fun!
i'll miss you!
come back asap so i can have my freedom back, pleasseeeee!
later on going to town.
still unsure of what i shall buy as christmas gifts for my friends.
though i've made a list ytd ..
hmph!
later shall take my time to go shopping.
once again, thanks to those who gave me testimonials and sms.
i was like so embarassed can
using com at the same time then suddenly realised ..
eh its christmas already but i had yet to send any christmas message.
sorry for the late reply and i've forgotten to send some people the message.
oh im so sorry .. lol.
can i wish that again?
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY. haha.
although i dint spend my christmas with my dear friends whom i've promised i'll go church with ..
im really sorry about that.
hope you guys have a nice time today =)

i wish i can go back to the past
when everything was so nice and right
...
11:54 AM

now at ca's house.
kinda sad that we're unable make it to town tonight for the count down.
cos of kelvin!
all his fault. haha.
who ask he needs to work OT. LOL.
but we're still going to town tmr. without kelvin.
gonna get some christmas pressies tmr for friends.
those who've bought christmas pressie for me.
THANK YOU!
haha and i'll like it no matter is what =)
just know that we're going for a great shopping spree and i shall buy lotsa things for myself too ^^
those going town tmr too, cya guys! =))
11:03 PM

silent night~ silent night~
lalalala~
haha.
today is silent night and i dont wanna sleep.
just had a cup of coffee and hopefully it could keep me awake.
but the hours of crying just now made me feel like sleeping so much.
okay, i cried just now.
dont ask me why. really, dont ask if you dun wish to see me cry again.
now my eyes were like so small and puffy. wth~
just now chatted with ca on the phone and im much better.
things will always go right whenever im with her =)
after that, on the phone with that idiot. =X
fighting on silent night while counting down to christmas, new idea of celebration eh? haha.
i'd like to watch how you guys fought too. xP

hope that later in the evening, kelvin could make it to pei us go town for silent night.
if not, im spending my silent night at ca's house.
ohhhhh~~~
my parents' flight are at night bah.
i dont know, didnt ask them. just know that they're leaving on the 24th thats it.
and my mum doesnt allow me to stay at home!
cos she said i'll go out play and wouldnt come home sleep everday.
she knows too well of me ..
whoever sms me, i'll reply. my sms is unlimited now. hahahaha.
my mum is paying the bill.
tell me, am i bad?

anyway, i wish i wish! KELVIN PLEASEEEEE!
only you can save us now!
i spent quite some time typing the nice nice sweet sweet cute cute funny funny msg for you.
dun tell me you cant make it. knock you head sia!
C'MON!
ok ok? ok then go out. LOL.
hoping to see "ok" later on!

in the afternoon, i was browsing my blog's past entries.
then, found out how happy i used to be.
missing those days.
when there was no worries, no tears, no sadness.
hmph ...
my life is like turned over now.
everything's changing.
friends blah blah blah lotsa things. everyday is filled with sadness.
how i wish i could go back to those days. when i duno anything much.
just being a cheerful girl with my dear friends around me.
i need someone to save me, badly.
thats why i wanna be strong, not to shed tears easily.
but i find that its not that easy.
damn BIG SIGHHHH
2:56 AM

http://www.youtube.com/?v=zVSi9bu-U9Y
just happened to go youtube and saw this campus superstar. lol.
2:13 AM

i wanna change my phone!
and a flip phone for sure.
i miss carrying a flip phone so much.
and will get super jealous whenever i saw someone carrying a flip phone!
but, i still have 4 more months to consider.
cos 4 more months to my phone's contract one year.
im thinking of motorola razr v3 but its kinda an old phone.
and only 5.5mb of memory.
my SE k700i got 40mb and its still not enough for me to use! cos i stored 120 plus of songs.
but i really love the razr's physical appearance.
ultra slim~ and i think the keypad is damn damn damn nice~
eh idiot, you idiot! i knew that when i told you i wanna buy that, you will think until very faraway.
let me just tell you, im thinking of buying this phone not cos of anyone.
and hell~ you didnt believe me?! wth~
or maybe motorola v3i? the look is the same but no black colour.
i think the black colour is damn stylish. special edition somemore. lol.
it got more memory, can insert memory card, more mega pixel blah blah blah. just way better than v3. DUH.
and the price is also way "better" than v3. LOL.
but wait, im just looking for a phone, not whatever shit else.
like what they've said,
"a phone is a phone. if you want to store mp3, go get a freaking mp3 player and if you want a good camera, go get a feaking cam."
nice saying but duno who's that person.
i like the way he/she talks about it.
if you wanna buy this phone, go for the design, not the functions.. right to say that?
absolutely agree! since i have a mp3 player and digi cam already.
i think 5.5mb is enough for me to survive.
but wait, you think should i?
just scared that i'll regret.
any more nice flips to recommend?!
idiot, better help me check out the price tmr.
for causing me to wake up so early.
12:27 AM

im so tired today.
thanks to that idiot, i woke up so early.
actually wanted to take a nap just now. my eyes was like, barely open.
but ended up doing lotsa stupid things.
looking through all the photos in my phone.
and i miss my tail so much.
in the past, i never really take much picture of it.
all is my friends took it for me to see the colour only.
but never did i know that my friend kept the photo and at least im still left with one photo of my dear tail.

and now, my tail .. it became like this.
BIG BIG BIG SIGHH!



thats a damn big difference!
how i miss it and how i miss the bloody red colour.
if only the missing tail is the short one ..
give me back my long one!





LOL.
forget it, really forget it.
hair do still grows.
patience is all i need =)

dun ever lie to me even the truth hurts cos the fact that you lied to me hurts even more.

i wanna be strong not weak.
dun wanna cry over such lil things.
courage up girl =)
10:38 PM

today's meeting is cancelled due to some misunderstanding.
im at a lost now. duno what to do.
all i can say is afterall, you guys are brothers. just forgive and forget.
dun be angry for too long.
just cool down~ relax~ yes?
=) a smile to brighten up your day =)
dun be angry le~!!!! stupid evil head!!
=))

whatever that happened, i wish you wun vent your anger on me.
cos what you've said, hurts okay.
3:25 PM

supposed to sleep early today.
but i really cant.
tmr pei-ing jason and jinying go simei ITE to register.
the last day, i think.
just now was searching for my ez-link.
i cant afford to lost it again.
its my 3rd ez-link card!
all lost within this year.
and do you know they will keep track of how many ez-link card we have lost or whatever shit?!
but luckily, i found it.
alright, i shall go sleep now.
or else, tmr i cant wake up, i'll be called a pig again by that 2 idiots. =X
both of you call me pig the most. i'll rmb that.
goodnight =)
3:14 AM

2 more days to the result of the option of classes.
wonder if khy can make it?
damn worried for her.
that time she showed me her option form, my reaction was like "wow"
and if i were the principal, i'd surely let her opt up.
but this little kiddo got herself into trouble,
some gang fight and suspended from school for one term next year.
that might greatly affect her result of option.
maybe cos she'd given a very bad statement to the police.
heres roughly her statement, you see how ; why she fight? :
"actually i was only going there to see, but i think its very fun and i never played before so i went to play. but shes big size, im small size and i was the first to fight with her so is she eat me."
so dead, right?
she used the wrong term "play". it was not considered playing at all.
that girl was badly beaten up.
on that night itself, she called me.
still dare to say it was fun.
then told me the girl's parents has made a police report and scared her other friend will bao toh her.
so she told me about what she gonna write if she were asked to write a statement.
i've already told her cannot cannot cannot write that.
shes just too stubborn.
whenever im trying to tell her that, she'll just say "shes big size, im small size. is she eat me leh"
but the prob is how many people are there against one? its just wrong of you to beat her up.
although she also beat you in return. both of you were in the wrong can.
she just refused to listen thats it.
i cant do anything about it, just let her be.
i've nothing to say about this girl.
my advise to all, people who do hang out with her, dont ever be lead astray by her.
it was just foolish of me to do all the wrong things tgt with her last time.
kp and s, which one is not thanks to her?
but now everything is over. i've repented while she still dont know what she'd done.
she always told me she will repent, she will repent.
but when the hell did she ever stopped doing those things?!
no matter what, shes still my friend.
i cant influence her in anyway, neither can she.
just hope that this time round, she might get into the class she wants and stay away from trouble.
i really have a doubt that she can opt up.
one term of suspension? how is she going to cope then?
but we've promised her that during her suspension, we'll help her with her work.
just pray that her appeal will be granted or else i just know that she'll be damn sad.
*God bless.
waiting for the result to be out =)
1:27 PM

I'VE DECIDED NOT TO CUT MY LAST FINGERNAIL !
it survived for so long.
i just cant bear to cut it. though it got caught so many times by different teachers.
I DONT WANNA CUT THATS IT!
3:21 AM

was wrapping my books just now.
sec 2 dint really bother to wrap it and the books all looked like shit.
now every book is new so must treat it better.
and i guess with neater book, i can study better.
made a promised to myself. next year i must really study hard!
but wait, thats the how many times i've said it? haha.
everytime got back my result, i'd be grounded for a long time.
so maybe a good result can exchange for my freedom?
frankly speaking, for the past 2 years in my secondary school life and plus primary school life, i've never experienced stress before. not even a tiny winy bit.
my parents are good in the sense that they never give me stress esp my dad.
he doesnt stress me at all in my studies and he gives me more freedom than my mum!
just that hes super sensitive in cleaniness.
no matter what, our room must never never be untidy.
but too bad, i dint fulfill that. lol.
alright back to topic. well, i believe i can do better next year. if only i have a better learning attitude.
such as concentrating more during lesson time instead of falling asleep, scribbling things on my book, drawing, smsing, listening to mp3, eating, day-dreaming and worst of all, copying homework!
or worst-est of all, asking people to help me do homework. lazy to even copy. how bad was i.
die, no wonder couldnt catch up with the others.
all these had given me nothing but trouble, all that i've got was a lousy result slip.
anyway, i've decided to give up on certain subjects in order to pull up the rest.
i shall give up on my social studies. its no difference from history.
and since i've gotten 10% only for my exam, what for carrying on? it wouldnt get anyway better. and chinese too.
since i came to secondary school, i've never seen any improvement in my chinese at all.
instead, its getting from bad to worst.
now the chinese is so chim, no hanyupinyin. how to read?!
and this sub is damn difficult to learn.
regarding the subs i wanna concentrate on is my maths, science, literature and perhaps poa?
haha duno any shit to that. new to it.
i thought i always wanna take poa that sub so im always aiming for 3-4 but when i saw that textbook, it shocked me. that is damn thick!
but still, i've to study it.
like i've mentioned before, i wanna spend my remaining hols wisely.
instead of reading story books, i can read textbooks too. =)

anyway, i relented.
on the 24th, im going to aunt's house to stay till 31th.
since my mum is giving me money to do some shopping if im going there.
and with the money, i can go lan shop use com.
but NO WAY am i going to spend my christmas downthere!
i'll make myself disappear on that night. =D

only had one meal today and it was my dinner.
i dont even know if i hungry now?
just feel like sleeping.
haha.
i think im more tired than hungry.
shall turn in soon.
ciao!

sorry that i did not get the fact right before accusing you.
you dont have to apologise. i should be the one.
i dint know about it.
really sorry.
-
but my mood is still not back yet.
when will it ever come back?
i miss myself smiling truly from my heart.
now all those are so forceful.
1:27 AM

just now there was security guards coming to our house and check.
cos they say in this condo, there are people breeding Aedes mosquito.
our house was so omg
i've been getting some mosquito bites during mid-night.
who's that idiot who's breeding Aedes mosquito?!
luckily, i do not show any symptoms.
relieved relieved.
3:40 PM

GM gonna be a dull school next year.
so many ppl are leaving the school can!
sad right!
gonna lost lotsa contacts with many friends.
try keeping in contact bah. =)
seemed that alot of people are going to simei ITE.
hey people! i live at simei!
haha, at least there might be some contacts.
its quite near my house and know what my daddy told me?
that ITE is built for my sake. -.-"

walao stupid da ben dan keep calling me ben dan till so shuang.
what i xin tong for calling him stupid?!
he also like you call me dumb till so shuang. an eye for an eye.
and im not bias okay! i did reply your testi too.
DA BEN DAN!
anyway, im stupid too, i admit.
emily, i tell you, you better dun laugh again!
you're one of the most often person who call me stupid.
omg, more and more people are calling me stupid ..
3 fellow stupids call the most!
emily is included ^^
but not that bad.
better than the other 2 fellows
know what, normally is stupid people loves calling people stupid. =))
and i wanna be the more clever stupid. LOL.
LEH!
1:11 AM

just when i thought that things were right at that very moment, something happened and went wrong.
shit it, spoilt my mood.
!!!
i just cant settle down into doing something with a peaceful mind.
something that keeps bothering me.
made me damn worried.
*sighh
dun think of it, dun think of it, dun think of it!
anyway, i know today is a bad day.
but no matter what, dun be too sad.
who dun face failures in life?
one failure aint gonna knock you down right?!
just smiles everybody.
thats the most i can do to cheer you guys up =)
8:04 PM

today went school buy books.
3 out of stock.
if plus all those should have 200+ bucks.
bought another sweater again.
cos i lost my previously XS.
i dun even know where i left it. might be inside the bus or at bus-stop.
this time, i bought S.
how to survive without a sweater?!
actually wanted take cab home but daddy' was coming to fetch us.
but must wait.
wait!
arghh!
i hate waiting!!
today was like waited for so many times?
only in the morning i was late when meeting my friend.
after she went home, i was meeting my mum.
she was late for one hour!
sitting there restlessly, seeing those familar faces, waved here waved there.
went to buy books.
then, since daddy was coming we've got wait.
mummy was singing songs. omg.
then we waited for another one hour!
finally he came and we had lunch tgt.
after eating went walking around.
then daddy alighted me off at sims drive.
and i asked my friend to come down pei me.
had to wait, naturally.
chit-chatting etc etc and we were also very xia suay.
sitting at the playground chatting, suddenly one ladybird came flying and landed on my friend's shirt. but she didnt know about it.
i jumped up and shouted "LADYBIRD!"
then she jumped up and screamed too.
and we began laughing at one another.
those kiddos behind us were mocking at us too okay!
how pai seh~
changed venue of chatting and after that, she sent me to the mrt station.
went lavender meet other friends. but ...
WAITED AGAIN!
to think that i'll have this day.
i always thought that im the one who's always late. haha.
just my retribution.
cant blame me, like parents, like daughter.
due to heredity. am i blaming my parents for that? LOL.
and, im damn tired today.
insufficient amount of sleep. 5 more hours to catch up.
how to survive too?!
since today is the collection of 'N' level result, so many people are offline now.
i shall have my nap later on. =))

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

another song im addicted to currently.
=))

i've bought my christmas candy!
hoorayyy!
but shit, i left it in my dad's car.
!!!
3:50 PM

FUCK CAN.
later on im going school to buy books in the morning so i got to sleep early.
went to sleep at 3 but i fell out of my bed while sleeping.
and my phone which's always beside me fell too.
tgt with my blanket, pillow, whatever shit.
how xin tong was i when my phone dropped.
so come out use comp awhile and i wanna go back sleep already.
BYEBYE!
3:35 AM

call me a pig if you want. (not as if noone calls me that)
cos i ate alot today.
to prove that i can really eat and to prove that im not lousy. haha.
but wait, feel that something's not right.
something's definately not right when you're damn full ..
just found out, lotsa ppl writing testi mentioning the word "PIG"
thats not for eating but sleeping.
ly, you better dun laugh when you're reading this.
you're included!
but also found out that those ppl who call me pig, they're a pig themselves.
no doubt about that. check it out. not too down anyway.
=)
just in the mood today.
not very, but just ;))
let me find the right time, the right mood then share with you guys.
the meaning of HAPPY!
11:05 PM

im really not looking forward to school reopen.
the thought of waking up early in the morning, seeing those idiotic teacher's faces in school, the fear of going dm room having detention or suspension, having lotsa homework, ranting from every teachers etc etc.
then i wish holidays can last longer.
and seeing my dearest finger nail, i really dun bear to cut it.



teach me how to save it !!





i guess im more cheer up today
although im not fully back yet but at least abit =))
6:05 PM

just feel like blogging again for no reason. did i blog too much?
nope for today.
nothing much to share with you people cos these few days slacking at home.
i guess you people wont be interested in what im doing at home?
just a normal routine.
eat, sleep, sms, chat on the phone, watch tv and use comp.
no wonder people classified me as a pig!
its like for so long i never step out of this house. perhaps for a week.
im just not going out until im more cheered up.
exceptional, monday when i have to go buy my books.
just feeling somehow moody these few days.
and i began thinking loads again.
i really dont like the feeling of thinking so much, the more i think, the more sad i am.
ahh .. forget it.
realised that whenever something happened, i'll say forget it.
but, can or will i really forget it?
no matter what, i'll try to keep myself as cheerful as possible.
be optimistic yes?
though i know it'll all be pretending, as least it wont spoilt my friends' mood next monday when im meeting them.

i became so addicted to Bon Jovi's "All About Loving You".
the MV is really nice especially the last part of proposing. everything became so sweet.

tmr i shall go out buy tons of ice-creams
all those at home are finishing soon
maybe it'll cheer me up a lil =)
10:15 PM

http://www.youtube.com/?v=-puDSgkHOtY

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

nicenice
sweeeeet~
im all about loving you
3:32 PM

I WANNA WATCH WALLACE AND GROMIT AND CHEAPER BY THE DOZEN 2!
29th december =))

cold sia, tonight
10:10 PM

i gonna spend my remaining hols wisely.
just now saw those school books really irked me.
but what for, i still gotta study it next year.
outta so many textbooks my bro have, only 2 can be used again.
actually the science can be used again but its too old and i demanded a new one.
anyway monday gonna go school buy those books.
mommy ask me sunday mid-night dont sleep, after we've bought all the books, come home then sleep.
cant blame. who ask me always sleep like dead pig.
it must be really tough for her to wake me up every morning.
haha.
serve me right.
i guess the books must weigh a ton
so shes taking cab home afterward and i shall meet my friends take bus back.
oh~ stupid me. LOL
but its okay, i got lotsa things to catch up with my friends.
just got loads and loads and loads and loads of things to tell them.
different class next year again, awww =((
but our friendship shall not fade away
we've made it through this year so why not for another year yes?

regarding spending my hols wisely,
i guess its still not too late.
just now ransacked my room and found so many books.
suddenly have the mood to open them up and read.
namely 3 "lapixiaoxin" comics, 2 "the princess diary" and "little women"
been ages since last i read a book.
esp lapixiaoxin =)

my nails
so frustrating man!
7:28 PM

HAHAHA!
mommy just bought a recorder home and i realised how fun it was.
even my hp and mp3 player wasnt that fun. lol.
cant blame. she just attended singing lesson and needs it.
im so not like her, im free everyday =DD
okay cut the crap.
she agreed to share it with me
funfun heh.
just now i was recording and it sounded very weird.
my "hello" turned into a baby sound. LMAO
i was laughing non-stop can. hahahaha!
then realised its because i set it to fast mode. lol
anyway its using cassette. though abit out-fashioned ..
but its microcassette and its damn cute!
love it love it!
i shall never get tired of it =)

i think my dad wanna sell the house already.
theres agent inside the house now.
anyway, not the first time. hahs.
who cares.
shift house shift house!
shift to HDB the best =))
hate living here now ..
my friends come up also got problem with the securities.
and everytime my tutor come, they'll call up to double check.
and its way too far from my school.
made me everytime lazy to go school and home so take cab to and from school.
hell

now in the house got one person less to snatch the comp with.
so nice =)

yet to have my dinner.
so not hungry.
c'mon dun think too much!
*sighh *sighh *sighh
8:35 PM

i've decided to buy singtel prepaid card.
afterall, i've chosen one which i thought i dont want at all. hahs.
now, i've to think of who to help me register.
have some ppl in my mind.
but wait, i shall get someone closer to me since im so fussy in choosing numbers.
thats what the uncle say me when im buying the starhub prepaid card. haha.
shall see shall see =)
and of cos, see if i can survive with my this month sms.
if can, no point buying it so soon.
wait till i used up all first =)
5:43 PM

you dun seem to know what im thinking.
noone seem to anyway.
*sighh
forget it
12:34 AM

emily, it was wrong of her to come back for her ex now.
it's a fact that they've broken up already.
and also a fact that he and you are stead now.
c'mon, have more confidence in your hubby.
i believe he wont leave you just like this back to her.
if he does, both of them can go and die.
and he doesnt worth your love for him.
but i dont think he'll be that kind of guy.
you're not in the wrong, dun push everything to yourself alright.
its the girl whose in the wrong.
cheerup!
smiles, think on the bright side.
=)
3:07 PM

i seriously need one hi-card for my sms usage.
i used up 300 plus in just 13 days.
200 more for the rest 18 days.
HOW TO SURVIVE?!?!
im just wondering which one to buy.
singtel, m1 or starhub.
most probably m1 or maybe starhub.
wait, this can be considered a lil later.
the most important now is, who's gonna register for me?!
any nice ic-carriers but 16 and above? c'mon. hahs
my another starhub prepaid card has expired.
mommy says i can use my daddy's sms.
but he returns home so late
and i cant possibly stop smsing halfway.
my hand will go so itchy.
anybody any help?
recommend me which one to buy and help me register
unless i want starhub.
cos it doesnt have to be registered now.
but i think i want m1 =)
3:22 PM

i just rmb some more things that happened during our trip in malaysia.
let me tell you, its such a disastrous trip over there.
we were like meeting lotsa lunaticS.
ytd i've mentioned one.
on our trip back, the bus is so packed.
we've no choice but to separate.
i sat with this guy who's quite insane.
the driver suddenly break and he shouted "knnbccb fucker cb nb pubo" blah blah lahs, he said alot.
hello, the driver is a guy.
dun tell me hes saying me pubo! LOL.
he waved and talked to ppl whom he didnt know at all.
laughed when im talking to my aunt.
like wtf, does it concern him?
i know my aunt is noisy but his position is only a stranger, no right to interfere at all.
he talked to me too but i was facing out all the time.
why should i bother anyway.
and, the person sitting beside ca was a lunatic too.
though was not a vugar lunatic but still lunatic.
after one stop, few ppl alighted and i quickly get up.
and what a great sigh of relieve!

LMAO
crocodile is my 2nd aunt not cousin.
2nd aunt in chinese please.
nice translation.
you call her crocodile, she'll answer you. =X

one thing i gotta mention. noticed that for a long time.
my mum and ca's mum never stop talking at all!
from the time we met each other, inside mrt till kranji.
then take bus till woodland checkpoint. take bus till malaysia checkpoint, bus again till interchange.
waiting for bus that time, inside bus, shopping, even inside toilet, reached my uncle's house, cut hair, eating blah blah blah.
they never stop talking!
the only time they stop talking was sleeping and bathing.
peaceful time.
they talked more than us.
not exaggerating but it was the truth.
inside the bus, though they're separated till different seats, they could still talk.
and i tell you, their voices were damn loud ..
then i kept telling ca that "they still havent stop talking"
serious talkativeness.
im glad i did not inherit that habit.

hungry ..
luckily my house still got lao po bing.
and its damn nice!
plus one cup of hot drink .. and my music to go with
i do know how to enjoy life huh.
this very one thing i inherited from my mommy.
=))

im starting to accept the fact that my tail is gone.
and i've accepted my hairstyle now.
BIG BIG *SIGHH
1:31 AM

im trying very hard to accept my hairstyle now can
so even for nothing, i just look into the mirror
just now used the softerner on it.
blew dry then used the rebonding iron thingy to make it straighter.
maybe i can still accept it, but i still need time.
it'll be better with my tail.
now, i have difficultly tying my hair *sighh

i just rmb i've bought 2 lollies home ytd.
long time didnt eat it.
one of them is big big lollie.
gonna find a nice time, settle down and enjoy it.
my rainbow lollieeee =))

christmas is reaching real fast
thinking of that really makes me happy
every christmas, i'll be enjoying the christmas candy
the red and white one is damn nice.
makes no much difference with the rainbow one but i love the red and white colour.
it symbolizes more christmas atmosphere.
nicenice
who's gonna get me one?
LOL, maybe i shall get it myself.
cos if ppl give it to me, i wun eat it anyway.
its up for display ^^
one day i shall buy lotsa it home and enjoy.
=))
and that time mommy brought a hamper home.
inside has 24 ferrero rocher, one grape champagne plus lotsa things lahs.
must wait till christmas then can be opened
lets have lotsa goodies for this christmas
or rather saying,
lets get fat this christmas?
haha, who cares.
i know im not reaching 40kg so soon
4 more kg, surely this few candies and chocolates wont gain me 4kg right? haha.
hack care first, enjoy ourselves number one! =D
parents are going oversea exactly on christmas eve.
saddd right?!
and worst still is, mommy's going to ground me during her oversea period
she wanna send me to my aunt's home
and will be back in one week time.
lets see ;)
5:04 PM

hiyaa everybody!
im back!
do you think i enjoyed myself?
not very much actually.
kinda lotsa upset thingy happened which i dun wanna say too much of it.
FIRSTLY, my hair tail is gone!
i dint request for my tail to be cut away
i just wanted to trim it abit but that person abit was too much
she didnt mean what she've shown me of the length
which ended up one super small tail, which is not obvious at all.
i'll treat it as its gone
sad of cos, damn sad
still can tie but i dont want such a small tail.
c'mon grow faster!
maybe its also good in a sense that my hair tail is kinda destroyed due to bleach and dyeS.
it had gone through too much of chemical treatments before
the hairdresser advised me to cut it away but i just refused to do so
in the end, its still g o n e .
and, my hair is black now.
charcoal black.
after dying my hair, i went to cut.
which was quite a stupid thing to do so, it was just a last min decison lahs
when the tail was gone, i so didt like my hair and went to do rebonding.
then, the black colour dropped. -.-"'
only at the tail there, my fringe is still black but the prob is, my tail's colour is the most obvious!
forget it, my mum just said i was simply wasting her money
which i myself thinks that yeah i was. HAHA
afterall, what done cannot be undone.
smile, be happy =)
of cos, there are things to be happy with
meeting tian is one thing
meeting my grandfater is one more thing, realised he've grown older.
DUH! haha.
but hes still as cute as ever and i'll still miss him though he can hardly recognise us =)
i just know that the food there tasted so nice.
had seafood for dinner and chilli crabs for supper.
my uncle is so damn nice
everytime buy supper for us. LOL
i mean it, hes kinda a gangster though hes not from a gang.
he knows lotsa ppl there and he bought supper from elsewhere, still can bring us to another food stall to eat and the shop ppl helped us clear up of the big mess we've made.
without any complains.
supposingly, its not allowed at all.
one super disadvantage, traffic jam.
we reached johor, supposed to take express bus to my uncle's house.
but we waited so long and realised that on the way there was an accident so heavy traffic jam.
so, decided to take non-express bus.
which was like sooo long then reached.
because the night before i did not catch a wink, i fell asleep on the bus.
but ca told me i just slept for around 15mins.
reached the place went shopping, wanna take cab to my uncle's house
so 2 of my aunts went further down to hail a cab back to the place we're waiting at.
ca was playing with my hair that time, i fell alseep again.
then, ca told me again. only around 15mins.
reached my uncle's house that time, lied on the sofa slack, chat whatever shit.
fell asleep one more time. this time i rmb myself. at least 2 hours.
there is one thing which i think me and all my cousins cannot forget.
we saw this lunatic man, or probably he was just drunk.
he kept talking to us and even touch wenhao and alex.
on the back only, i mean.
then naturally we'll feel afraid.
all hide tgt, as close as possible.
following crocodile wherever she went cos she didnt seem to be scared at all, even scolded him.
i think that man is more lunatic than drunk.
we all saw him doing pervertic actions.
OMGGG, he should be sent to mental hospital!
i shall forget about that incident asap. it irritates me loads.

i shall sleep early tonight
havent been getting enough sleep this few days
my must 8 hours of sleep
end up only 2 hours plus because of the trip.
damn tired now.

anyway, thanks to those who missed me.
i really appreciate that and i missed you ppl too =)
=))

i want others to believe me so in the first place, i must believe that particular person too.
be it im stupid, dumb or what.
im sorry for the doubt.
1:05 AM

im in such a rush
but still, have to finish this post before i leave.
missmiss la!
muackiemuackie
=))
5:18 AM

I SO HATE MY STUPIDDDDDDDD MP3!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!
3:44 AM

*sighh
no mood to go anywhere
like i've got a choice now.
i've promised ca that i wont back out last min, and so, i wont.
shes looking forward to the trip tmr
well, i dun
although, we'll be able to see tian ..
apparently, i donr wish to go
though its only for a short 2 days,
but theres so much thing i can do with just 2 days
it might be kinda relaxing and enjoyable, things definately will turn out better if my friends were to go with me. LOL
but since no choice le, i shall keep myself entertained as much as i can.
so, im bringing lotsa stuffs heh
yet to pack my bag =X
seeing my phone would be the saddest thing when i reached there.
having to see it, touch it, play with it but just unable to use it as in sms or call.

i shall not sleep today
mommy say tmr have to get up at around 5.30
whats the point of sleeping when 5.30, i dont even wanna sleep?
so on the way, sleep till im full
not even realising i've left singapore. lol
and of cos, i have the whole night to chat with my dear friends =)
11:12 PM

went to collect my mp3 player just now
stupid, they changed my original black into blue now
walao, that black is limited edition and they changed it to the sucky blue?!?!
f sial
i bet is they couldnt find mine so just take anyone to replace it
cos i waited for quite some time while they were searching for it
and they said they've changed everything.
why dont you give me a new one instead?
after that, i quickly went home
cos my feet hurt like siao
walk until got blister =(
even plasters wont work
if only my friends were with me, i'd walk with bare feet
but sadly, couldnt contact one of them

i hate ppl who blow smoke at me
5:25 PM

intending to slack at home today
but, tmr going malaysia already
so today gotta go collect my mp3
its being repaired
i need tons of music badly for tmr's trip
and i dun wanna waste my phone batt by listening to my phone mp3
so too bad lahs
lazylazy to go out
*sighh.
but, my friends just called
maybe they're going parkway for the "giant" interview
which i dun think i want to work anymore.
if they're going, they'll pei me go bugis. =)
i hate the place "sim lim square"
go there, dun ever ever take escalator up!
ppl are giving flyers like siao!

i love love love the song "dragoste din tei" by ozone!
though it always reminded me of chicken little
dun seem that i love it as much as now when chicken little first came out
just after watching the movie then i love it more
all the stupid actions he did!
1:35 PM

just had my medicine
i dint managed to have the whole tablet, only half
cos when i was cutting it half, half of it flew away.
i duno where it has gone and i have no wish to pick it up and eat too
the half left, i cut it into at least 8 bits
hard time eating it heh
how useless am i.
if i eat the whole tablet, how long will i take? haha
the taste of medicine sucks sucks sucks!
i wonder how much water i've drank cos of that half tablet.
i always dun take medicine when im sick, just wait for it to heal itself
but this time no choice, i want to enjoy myself this sat when going malaysia
instead of sleeping and taking medicine.
curecure c'mon!
2:05 AM

i just told mommy that im feeling really sick
no choice cos i've ask her for more panadol
i finished it all.
okay, she already know that i had overdose
but she cant stop me from taking more, cos i feel really bad
anyway she just ask me what happened and why i took so many panadol.
overdose is abit exaggerating, haha.
but wun die from it
and she asked me to eat something first which i so dun want and told her im full.
then she helped me search for panadol in the first aid box.
just incase i took the wrong medicine and die.
LOL
and i've chosen the panadol extra!
haha
but wth, that pill is quite big.
i shall cut it into pieces and slowly eat it, or maybe melt it in a cup of water. hahs.
i hate doctor, and of cos medicine too. =)

off to take my medicine!
sian
1:48 AM

today the outing to town was so fun
greatest thing was i did not spent more than half of my money
went to the orchard tower first for their interview, the lift was so fun
but that khy like wanted to vomit
after that, we were meeting another friend
while waiting, we went to play at toy 'r' us
it was not inside the shop but street promotions
still behaving like lil kids. hahs
there was this electronic organ with mircophone
and khy was using it to sing song!
she sang "tong hua" and "twinkle twinkle little star"
she definately behaved more kiddie than us
not only that, she ran around like those kids and i manged to take a photo of her playing an electronic game.
khy and wn.
look at how happy she was.
cos she just won, i think





anyway, tian came to singapore!
and shes staying at my aunt's house now
omg, MISSMISS LAHS
wanted to bring her out tmr
but that that that woman which is ca's mum doesnt allow ca to go out tmr.
grrr!!!

im going malaysia this sat!
so miss me !
anyway, im quite lookingg forward to the trip for some absurb reasons
and i miss all my cousins, all tian's bros
havent been seeing them for dont know how long ..
miss them alright
but, sadly they're not going
so i wont be seeing them during this trip
nevertheless, im still looking forward to it
and of cos, not forgetting all my friends in singapore!
missmiss the most=))
imissimiss

sickkkk
please, i wanna enjoy my holiday.
blessbless
11:34 PM

too much of an overdose
supposed to wake up at 11am, i slept all the way till 12pm
still feeling restless
ytd slept at 5.45am, so called "early"
no difference from the past at all
though its a lil lil bit earlier.
im so lazy to get up
all i want is, more sleep, sleep and sleep
now is already 12.30pm plus, im in such a rush
meeting them at 1.30pm so preparing now while using com
and i've no idea of what to wear later on!

ytd actually went to bed at 4sth but couldnt sleep
then chatted on the phone
the songs they've played did help me a lil
but for the "knn, cb, ccb, nb, kan ni lao bu etc etc ..." in every conversation,
STOP IT LA.
after the songs, i fell asleep on the phone
only woke up after they hang up, when it goes "tooo tooo ..."

afterall, not much of a liar
the liar dint lie this time round. =)

alright, im officially late
12:25 PM

now i know whats the feeling of being tired but unable to sleep
thats terrible
but still, i've to force myself to sleep earlier today, had overdose of medicine
later on out to town with friends and i dun wanna be restless
missmiss, long time no see heh
got to watch finish this movie on channel8 first
"he comes from planet K"
a very nice and touching movie indeed
the part when the alien cried esp, so damn touching till i cried too
hes so cute! i wonder if every aliens' that so cute
i'd like to meet one too =)

LIAR LIAR
big bad liar!
again
always lie to me, hur
3:28 AM

I WANT CHICKEN LITTLE SOFT TOY !
5:04 PM

a sms woke me up this morning
telling me tian's coming to singapore today
but its like, so sudden?
just a guess anyway, tian might not be coming, only crocodile
ohh, sadded
i've told mommy that when tian reached singapore, i'll bring her go kbox, go tour around
let me think about the places we would be going, hmmm and of cos,
not bringing all the adults along. HAHAHA
comecome! =)

i need some love
missmiss everybody =(
3:48 PM

LIAR
=((
1:11 AM

i've only got one wish now
it is for my fingers to heal completely, faster
i dun wanna attend school with my injured fingers, without any nail polish to cover it
and because of my injury, i've to sacrifice my precious last long nail when school reopen
cos, by the time, if its not healed, i've to put a bandage around my 2 fingers
intending to put a bandage on my last finger to cover the long nail as i dun wanna cut it
but, yeah man wth! how am i going to bandage 3 fingers?
which is not from the same hand
hilarious
tooo baddd
havent done my hols assignment
there was some bleeding few days ago, due to my poking into it
but i swear that in the process of doing that, it was not even a tiny winy bit of pain
anyway, my condition is so called "subungual hematoma"
and doctor will usually use needle to poke it to release the blood, therefore subsides the pain
so its the way to treat it huh?
few days ago, i thought it was wrong of me to poke it, hahs
but it should be treated on the first day i hurt my hand
now is so long already, became dried blood. LOLL
and cos its dried, i dare to poke
if its fresh, i'd rather endure the pain than to see my own blood
im brave enough to suffer the pain, i guess.
cos the sight of blood really freak me out
im damn glad that time i did not mange to see a doctor
the sight of doctor freaks me out even more more more
that time went pharmacy buy medicine, the guy there ask me to see a doctor to check x-ray if theres any bone-fractured
i can move i can write
its perfectly alright
no fracture bah?
just that theres still bloodcot down there
get rid get rid get rid!
bless me for a quick recovery.
God bless

oh, just now at the arcade with friends
i come across the smell again
the green adidas perfume
wondering whose that person
but since that perfume is so popular, might just be any strangers who uses it, walked pass me or what
haha, nvm.
i like that smell loads.
nicenice! =))

within this week or next time
shall go marine parade's kbox
i wanted to go the orchard cineleisure's
theres 2 kbox there and more facilities
that time i was wrong to say that jurong has the most room, the one at orchard cineleisure level8 has the most. 68
lao ca doesnt wanna go the one at orchard's
then i suggested marina square's or suntec's
neither did she wants any of them
i mean, best is to go town area or central
but, nvm
in the end decided that we shall go to marine parade's
after that, going to plaza sing the spotlight
got so tired of tampines that place so i'd rather be sad, go ps, think about my lg
i still rmb clearly, outside spotlight was when im happily playing with my lg!
but its better than go tampines which is such a so damn boring place
i shall avoid that place for a long long time!

off to bed!
not enough sleep today
shall refill my sleeping time!
dun disturb me, smacksmack
anything call me, dun sms
cos, i wun entertain sms when im sleeping
even if i heard the tone or felt the vibration
nightyy!
4:12 AM

sua gu sial
today went dhoby gaut, lost my way
i was thinking "eh shit, how come the escalator so long de ah?"
while on the escalator suddenly saw it, wanna run my way back but too bad theres ppl behind me
climbed everywhere again then found it, finally

meet friends at carrefour
went buy tickets then go arcade walk around
then i realised, businessmen do play in arcade huh
saw quite a number of businessmen inside and they're quite pro in it too
looks are deceiving heh
the place for them to relax themselves after a day of work? hahs

went to watch chicken little
though i've bought the vcd and actually "watched" it few days ago
i still dun get it cos im using com at the same time
only listen to the sound
listen till disc one but never continue to disc two
anyway, the atmosphere is totally different
of cos, cinema and home.
but inside the cinema is damn cold
the moment i went in, already feel the coldness around me and my hand is so numb
come out that time still shivering
saw the commercial inside, lotsa nice commedies are coming up soon
i wanna watch!

do i look like chicken little?
NAH OF COS NOT
firstly, i dun wear specs
second, im not that white
third, im not that small either
fourth, hes a guy
fifth, I AM NOT A CHICKEN
i find that chicken little and that orange alien damn cute
the alien esp
such a sweetie~
omg i wanna hug it tight tight tight

i still feel very bad about the movie ticket lahs
thank you oh
nice meeting btw =)

im having second thoughts on buying back lg
went plaza sing, of cos that place reminds me of it
im just thinking that, why am i in such a rush to buy it?
we'll only know how to cherish things when they're gone, so what if i really bought it?
when time flies, i might not miss it as much as now.
cos i have it.
like the idiom lahs, "absence makes the heart grow fonder"
i dun see that i miss it soo much when i have it
only when its lost then i started crying, whats the use?
the fact is, its gone, forever
i just know that if i really went to buy it, gradually, i'll just take it for granted
so maybe, i might just wanna keep this feeling now
as in missing it forever =D
and for the time being, i shall go on with my shopping spree plans.
until one day when im super rich then buy back lg
or maybe i can just slowly slowly save up my money
until the day when its enough and buy it
in that case, i'll learn to cherish it more
dun wanna take things too fast =))
so, the same goes for everthing that happens in our life
slowly, relax
if everything is in a rush, we'll never know what we're doing
only through lotsa consideration and a period of time then we'll understand. =)
goodluck to everyone =))

oh, just rmb ytd i watched a tv prog on channel8
a very nice korean movie "ditto"
althought its quite a old show and unbelievable
i enjoy it alot though
at first its kinda boring and my first thought is switching it off
but, im still waiting for the com, so decided to watch some tv first
its really very nice lahs
if only it could happen to me ... *touchwood
i mean if i could be connected to the future
its actually a lady in 1979 who play with the duno what radio but got connected to a guy in the 2000
what really surprising is, the wire is not connected to the electric socket. and that machine is spoilt. just like a empty machine which is working
thenthen, that guy who is communicating with her, happens to be her lover's son
but, his mother is not the lady herself
is her good friend.
SO SAD
why of the people, must be her good friend ..
then she treat both of them very cold
i think shes rather foolish
why admit to her fate lahs
its still early and sure can change it
haha, craps.
just find the movie very nice =DD
11:24 PM

changed my nails' colour again
due to heredity, like mother, like daughter
she was like forever changing her nails' colour
her nails' colour only last her for a few weeks
never last longer than a month
one month she can change lotsa colours
depends on her moond, she can change it everyday, sometimes.
who cares?
thats the way life should be =)

later on going out to plaza sing to catch a movie
though i really dun feel like spending any of my money
but i wun turn down any of my friends' offer to go out
plusplus, life at home is really bored to the core
not much tv progs to watch, no more vcds for me
no new songs
online also nothing much
go out kill time!
as long as im not go with ca can le, cos i spent the most whenever im with her,
ended up even all my money also not enough for me to spend
*sighh

time pass very slow, hor?
4:00 PM

woots
im not going malaysia anymore
cos tiantian's not going
and mommy say, if go very mafan
school reopen that time still need take temperature whatever
is it? i duno anything about it. hahs

so dear emily and anonymous.
dun miss me x)
oh anonymous, even if im going, and you want me to miss you, firstly, you have to tell me who you are, right.
how am i going to miss an anonymous?! haha
but anyway, dun miss me because i wun miss you
cos im not going

intending to stay at home rot for a long time
cos no good things will happen whenever i went out
i'll just brought home lotsa things
though its fruitful, but my money's getting lesser
c'mon im saving money for my lg g7100
i think im serious this time round
making plans to go check out the price then save money
hopefully can get it before christmas as my christmas gift
but its abit rush so maybe gotta wait till next year
when i got my allowance for the first week, then everything's alright. =)
still have to get another prepaid card cos my the other starhub's one already expired.
soonnn lahs, iwishiwish!

alright, off to sleep
dint realise i've stayed up till now.
few days ago, i thought things are getting better as i go to bed earlier.
perhaps cos of some reasons. forced to sleep or something?
*yawns
sweet dreams of you
nightmare of me
=Xx
nitesnites
mornsmorns
5:58 AM

okay, actually i really intending to go bed already.
i flip flip flop flop awhile, unable to sleep so come back use comp.
after this post, i shall go sleep.

i've been dreaming of my dear lg g7100 !
its like the 3rd or 4th time i dreamt of it.
and everytime, it seemed so real, as if i've found it back.
no feeling that it was a dream, only to realise it after i wake up.
sheding tears inside my dream, sometimes
and i still rmb the day when i just lost it, i cried terribly and desperately for some days
things only got better when i bought another phone, to replace it
as least i got aphone to use
so miss it.
how stupid am i to lost it or rather its kena stolen by a pickpocket.
i must kill whoever he/she is!
wth, its being stolen at douby gout mrt station after a trip to ps
so, i dun really like ps that place, go there always reminds me of my deardear phone
cos at ps there, im still happily playing with my phone
saddd, of cos. such a tragic
and so, i've decided, i must get it back!
although i know its impossible to find back my original one
but, imma buy one, soon.
i shall put back all my desires for clothes or whatever shit
wait till i got my lg, first.

i just love flip phone that much huh
not to blame, i do
its my first flip phone and i truly love it okay
havent even got tired of it, and its missing.
i love the rotating lcd screen esp, cool
hope i really mean it this time that im going to buy back my lg
its like the duno how many times i've said that.
if only im super rich ..........
then, i'd like to get nokia7600 too. LOL
nah, lg still comes first =D
no idea why when im getting new phone that time, i dint even consider and just buy my current SEk700i, not saying that its not good.
i like it, still
ahhhhhhh i still love lg g7100 the most. =(
soooooooooooooooon
i shall get myself a christmas present.

same goes for my fluffy.
i mean, i miss him alot but i shant go buy another to replace him
afterall, fluffy is a life, not replaceable
i believe he is still alive.
just hoping that his new owner will treat him better
goodluck, miss forever <3

shall go sleep, perhaps more dreams might appear. =)
waiting
5:11 AM