Meadow Sweet
alapeacefulmelody
Sunday, October 23, 2005








why you people without any evidence kept on insisting that i've asked my friends to do it.
how would you feel if this type of thing happened to you?
when noone believes you?
saying bad about you.
die die wouldnt believe you.
really, how would you feel?
worse than dead.
just because the person claims that he/she knows me, everything seemed to be my fault.
i apologised was not bcos i was guilty or my conscience pricked me.
simple cos the whole thingy was started regarding me.
i dont appreciate the anonymous' help cos i dont care how the other ppl look at me.
okay, fine. lets put it this way.
if i've never existed in this world, you wouldnt saw me, you wouldnt comment on me and that stupid anonymous wouldnt appear to defend me against you.
so everything was my fault can.
it was totally my fault cos i've existed in this world. my existence proves to be very wrong.
happy? im the very very very extra.
so what if i thinks its unfair to me?
you ppl happy thinking that afterall, it was all my fault.
right?
i thought i would still able to take it.
i thought you ppl could believe in me.
but after i saw another thingy, i realised, it was not so easy.
ppl who said they believed me, were all lies.
you ppl never believed me at all.
okay, from now on, lets cut off all the contact with everyone involving in this matter.
and i mean EVERYONE.
so .. stop bothering me.
go on, tell the others i was the one at fault.
convinced everyone that im bad.
no mood to bother about this anymore.
leave me alone.
*DEPRESSED

7:33 AM