Meadow Sweet

Monday, December 12, 2005

hiyaa everybody!
im back!
do you think i enjoyed myself?
not very much actually.
kinda lotsa upset thingy happened which i dun wanna say too much of it.
FIRSTLY, my hair tail is gone!
i dint request for my tail to be cut away
i just wanted to trim it abit but that person abit was too much
she didnt mean what she've shown me of the length
which ended up one super small tail, which is not obvious at all.
i'll treat it as its gone
sad of cos, damn sad
still can tie but i dont want such a small tail.
c'mon grow faster!
maybe its also good in a sense that my hair tail is kinda destroyed due to bleach and dyeS.
it had gone through too much of chemical treatments before
the hairdresser advised me to cut it away but i just refused to do so
in the end, its still g o n e .
and, my hair is black now.
charcoal black.
after dying my hair, i went to cut.
which was quite a stupid thing to do so, it was just a last min decison lahs
when the tail was gone, i so didt like my hair and went to do rebonding.
then, the black colour dropped. -.-"'
only at the tail there, my fringe is still black but the prob is, my tail's colour is the most obvious!
forget it, my mum just said i was simply wasting her money
which i myself thinks that yeah i was. HAHA
afterall, what done cannot be undone.
smile, be happy =)
of cos, there are things to be happy with
meeting tian is one thing
meeting my grandfater is one more thing, realised he've grown older.
DUH! haha.
but hes still as cute as ever and i'll still miss him though he can hardly recognise us =)
i just know that the food there tasted so nice.
had seafood for dinner and chilli crabs for supper.
my uncle is so damn nice
everytime buy supper for us. LOL
i mean it, hes kinda a gangster though hes not from a gang.
he knows lotsa ppl there and he bought supper from elsewhere, still can bring us to another food stall to eat and the shop ppl helped us clear up of the big mess we've made.
without any complains.
supposingly, its not allowed at all.
one super disadvantage, traffic jam.
we reached johor, supposed to take express bus to my uncle's house.
but we waited so long and realised that on the way there was an accident so heavy traffic jam.
so, decided to take non-express bus.
which was like sooo long then reached.
because the night before i did not catch a wink, i fell asleep on the bus.
but ca told me i just slept for around 15mins.
reached the place went shopping, wanna take cab to my uncle's house
so 2 of my aunts went further down to hail a cab back to the place we're waiting at.
ca was playing with my hair that time, i fell alseep again.
then, ca told me again. only around 15mins.
reached my uncle's house that time, lied on the sofa slack, chat whatever shit.
fell asleep one more time. this time i rmb myself. at least 2 hours.
there is one thing which i think me and all my cousins cannot forget.
we saw this lunatic man, or probably he was just drunk.
he kept talking to us and even touch wenhao and alex.
on the back only, i mean.
then naturally we'll feel afraid.
all hide tgt, as close as possible.
following crocodile wherever she went cos she didnt seem to be scared at all, even scolded him.
i think that man is more lunatic than drunk.
we all saw him doing pervertic actions.
OMGGG, he should be sent to mental hospital!
i shall forget about that incident asap. it irritates me loads.

i shall sleep early tonight
havent been getting enough sleep this few days
my must 8 hours of sleep
end up only 2 hours plus because of the trip.
damn tired now.

anyway, thanks to those who missed me.
i really appreciate that and i missed you ppl too =)
=))

i want others to believe me so in the first place, i must believe that particular person too.
be it im stupid, dumb or what.
im sorry for the doubt.

1:05 AM