Meadow Sweet

Saturday, December 24, 2005

silent night~ silent night~
lalalala~
haha.
today is silent night and i dont wanna sleep.
just had a cup of coffee and hopefully it could keep me awake.
but the hours of crying just now made me feel like sleeping so much.
okay, i cried just now.
dont ask me why. really, dont ask if you dun wish to see me cry again.
now my eyes were like so small and puffy. wth~
just now chatted with ca on the phone and im much better.
things will always go right whenever im with her =)
after that, on the phone with that idiot. =X
fighting on silent night while counting down to christmas, new idea of celebration eh? haha.
i'd like to watch how you guys fought too. xP

hope that later in the evening, kelvin could make it to pei us go town for silent night.
if not, im spending my silent night at ca's house.
ohhhhh~~~
my parents' flight are at night bah.
i dont know, didnt ask them. just know that they're leaving on the 24th thats it.
and my mum doesnt allow me to stay at home!
cos she said i'll go out play and wouldnt come home sleep everday.
she knows too well of me ..
whoever sms me, i'll reply. my sms is unlimited now. hahahaha.
my mum is paying the bill.
tell me, am i bad?

anyway, i wish i wish! KELVIN PLEASEEEEE!
only you can save us now!
i spent quite some time typing the nice nice sweet sweet cute cute funny funny msg for you.
dun tell me you cant make it. knock you head sia!
C'MON!
ok ok? ok then go out. LOL.
hoping to see "ok" later on!

in the afternoon, i was browsing my blog's past entries.
then, found out how happy i used to be.
missing those days.
when there was no worries, no tears, no sadness.
hmph ...
my life is like turned over now.
everything's changing.
friends blah blah blah lotsa things. everyday is filled with sadness.
how i wish i could go back to those days. when i duno anything much.
just being a cheerful girl with my dear friends around me.
i need someone to save me, badly.
thats why i wanna be strong, not to shed tears easily.
but i find that its not that easy.
damn BIG SIGHHHH

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