Meadow Sweet

Sunday, February 12, 2006

i really felt very bad. never felt like this before.
like im the most wilful person in this world.
but i need to get rid of certain things first.
before i would actually proceed on. probably a long one.
cos thats the best way, i have no other choice.
hate me if you want.
im already starting to hate myself.
infact i hate myself more than anyone else.
i couldnt believe that i've said out all those.
i mean its none of my business.
feel like sharing all my probs with the cell group next week.
but, i think better forget it.

im at a lost now actually.
all the thoughts that raced through my mind are killing me slowly.
can i just go and die?!?!

someone please teach me on what to do ~

4:18 AM